from best of friends to worst enemies!.,

have you xperience having a gap with your very bestfriend?.,
for you, is it imp0rtant that cLoseness is always with y0u and that bestfriend of yours aLL the time?.,
imagine that you and your bestfriend fight, can you carry it tiLL death?,or wiLL you miss that friend?.,


.,i have so many questions in my mind regarding that topic!.,well i guess, for an ultimate reason: "I'M EXPERIENCING IT RIGHT NOW"

.,i had this fight since we we're freshmens!,way back Lastyear.,i thought that it would be easy for me to handLe this kind of thing i entered!.,i thought it would be better, if we stoped what kind of friendship we had earned before.,but now, i realize, that's it's very hard!,esp. when the people around the two of us are trying everything just to bring our friendship back and because of them, i'm starting to miss our old friendship i throwned!.,i know for know it is too Late!.,she feels uncomfortabLe when i'm around (even i feel that to her too).,she feels different when i'm not with her (happy, could do everything, normaL)..! .,how can i ever reunite with her, when both of us feels this irritations with each other?.,

.,i really miss laughing with her.! .,i really miss spending my times with her., i miss those joke times.,even the sad times!., i really miss our friendship., i really miss her.!

.,i guess.,aLL i couLd ever wish for.,is to have her back with me again, this upcoming 2007!., that's my new year's resoLution.,hope i'd get what i want.! :))