i know something you don't know..!

im stupid,! ive been punished,! im not welcomed,! ive been mistaken,! im influenced,! i feel hated,! im so useless,! im nonsense,! ive been used,! ive been backstab,! im not good,! ive been played,! i dont learn a lesson,! ive been involved,! im such a mess,! im weird,! im so crazy,! im hard headed,! im not treated well,! im so sick,! ive experience pain,! ive experience trials,! ive experience hurts,! im starting to be sensitive,! ive been lectured,! im stubborn,! i always envy,! ive been refused,! im not important,! i feel rejected,! ive never been praised,! im not anybody,! im innocent,! im not smart,! i dont have the brains,! ive been proven guilty,! i dont have the looks,! i dont have the attitude,! i am tired,! im not significant,! im alone,! im not real,! i dont care anymore,! "I AM TRULY A NEGATIVE".. but above all that.. i know something.. something that only a few of you knows.. and im proud of it,! i know what love is.. i really do,!