wake up your stupid minds!

im so excited,! i don't wanna sleep anymore.. because.. THE BIG NIGHT IS NEAR! yes it is! it's already wednesday, and the big night will be held on saturday! (oh.. more sleeps to come,.haha!)

if i could just control things.. haha! if i just have the power, the ABILITY to control time.. i will control it right now! as in, NOW! haha.. :) (hanep sa imgination) i cant wait anymore!

well.. i think! clare will be the big winner.. because what others think.. is, she really needs the grand prize! she deserves to have the money,! and so on.. BLA, BLA, BLA!

but for me.. all we need is.. someone who could be a role model! a GOOD EXAMPLE to the youth!.. to us! and i think that one is MIKEE! cmon' guys, i know taht you agree with me! im not telling you this (i mean.. posting this entry! haha) just because i like him! what im doing right now.. is trying to make a point! and if you'll think clearly, you could understand my point.. my point that, mikee has the qualities to win!

i know that all of you.. have the reason.. the same reason why you don't want mikee to win, yah! i know everything.. "because he's rich!".. "an atenista".. "he don't need the money anymore".. "he have everything" all of this are about MONEY! about his RICHNESS! his BACKGROUND! and his FAMILY! (you could include his school too!)

but.. what happen to the "EQUAL TREATMENT" what happen to word FAIR? if all of you, will think about his lifestyle! not his character.. that indeed.. the one who could make him the BIG WINNER?

what is the purpose of the rich here on the world? when everyone problems the poor ones? this things happening now.. is not fair,! we should learn how to treat everyone fair! be wise guys! wake up..! stop being a stupid!

mikee is a well-disciplined person! and he came from a nice family! (yes.. he's family are very supportive to him) not like others.. BROKEN! (im not refering to a single person.. im just explaining) and he finished his task well! he dont think about FUN (some of them dont problem things anymore! some of them are just wanting FUN at all) ryt?

see? can't ask for more! he have everything.. he have what it takes to be the first pinoy big brother teen edition winner! ^_^

i know that you guys, have your own bets right now! your bet might be clare.. it might be gerald.. it could be kim! but, im not forcing you to hate them! it's your choice.. but what im trying to do is.. im just encouraging you to like mine's.. to support mikee! to vote him!

some says, that teenagers now and before! are so different! what their trying to say.. is we are different in a bad way! what we need to do.. is to prove them! (go mikee.. "prove pare! prove!" haha)

so.. guys? what are you waiting for! grab your cellphones now! and start typing.. BB MIKEE the send to 231 for smart, talk and text subscribers! (addict mobile subscribers rin ata eh)
and 2331 for globe, sun cellular and touch mobile subscribers!

thanks guys! i owe you alot.. (um, i owe those who votes mikee! but those who dont? sorry!) hope you'll keep on voting him! go mikee! go mikee! go mikee! MIKEE FOR THE WIN!

i love his theory,! i love him--mikee,! haha,!

whoah,! its alredy 2:30(morning guys,.haha) but im still awake,! yes,.AWAKE,! and i dont feel anything,.uknow,! bsta,.im not sleepy at all! haha,.^_^

well,.i think this is the effect of being bothered,!well.. it's hard to explain,!
but,.yes,! im so.. so bothered right now,! just because of pbb,.haha,! im addicted to it,! haha,.it's fun at all,! ryt? haha,! i know that alot of u agreed,! (xmpre,.pbb ngah eh,! haha.. the best)

aiun.. just finished watching uplate(cmon'.. pbb.. AGAIN) and i feel sad,! because of "mikee".. wawa na xa eh,! im starting to hate kim.. i dunno why,! maybe,.because she's starting to hurt mikee's feelings,! and i hate everyone who hate's mikee,.dont care 'bout them at all,! for me.. what important is,.i love him(ngak,! haha) and ill support him,! im starting to have this WEIRD thing again.. u know,.the feeling,! haha.. the weird feeling.. oh,.not just weird but VERY WEIRD!

im crushing on someone.. oh,! he's not just someone.. he's the boy on tv,! shocks,! but im not hoping.. i know,.for a FACT,.that all of this are just.. just DREAM! u know,.those things i wished for.. but never happens,! and yeah.. it's very impossible,! haha.. but i need to accept it,! it's reality,!

but.. i really want this feelings to,.u know.. like "vanish".. "gone".. disappear! like that,. ;)
but i know,.in myself.. that it's not my problem at all,! i already tried to "let go" this feelings(yes..the feelings that i have right now,! the stupid ones.. that bothers me,!) but nothing happens.. it just stay,!

i think the only way to solve this is.. to stop watching pbb,! no way,.BOO! i cant.. honestly,.pbb has been a part of my life too,! you know..like i always want to be updated,! i dont want to miss a single part of it,! i watch everyday.. starting from studio 23's pinoy big brother at 11:30.. till abs-cbn's pbb uplate,! see? how can i stop watching it,! i can't help it,! staying up late and waking up early? it's like.. WOW! that's not the real me,! haha.. ^_^

but the nice thing about it,.is ive changed,! pbb changed me.. it almost touched my life,! u know..there are certain things i dont do before,.and now.. im doing it,! but.. in the other side.. there are some things i do before.. but when pbb comes,.oh no,! i will nmnot do iit anymore.. haha,! i think.. that's what we call.. "FAIR" haha,! im just being fair at all! well.. sometimes..being fair is good,! but in my way.. being fair could be bad too.. haha,! sometimes.. we just have to! hehe.. that's life! it's part of it,!

and you know what is the worst thing about pbb? haha.. well! it's not their fault.. it's my fault,! ive been addicted to their show eh,! haha.. the worst about pbb is.. you'll be addicted to it,! and once.. once your addicted to it.. you have to stay awake.. for almost half an hour,! haha.. just to watch their show.. and because of that.. i always sleep late,! (ndi n kxe aku mrunong matulog ng maaga ih.. sanay aku ng umaga,! sbi ngah nila.. aswang ata aku,! haha) and sleeping late,.causes me.. alot.. yes! ALOT.. ALOT.. ALOt of pimples,! haha.. and i hate it,! well.. infact.. my mom hates it more,! she hate's it more than i do.. haha,! i dunno.. can't understand her,! she's suffering for me.. but me,.i dont care at all(oh yes,.i care.. but still,.i always sleep late) haha,! bad girl to noh,!

haha! haha! haha! she's right here.. near me,! but she's already sleeping! and she wants me to sleep too.. but as i have told you! im not sleepy at all,! am not on the mood to sleep,! haha..^_^

and you know,.guys! sometimes.. sleeping late is good too,! especially now! think about it.. uhm.. think about going back to school! (hate it,.haha) school days are coming.. it's near! so.. make the most of it,! because.. when school days comes.. everyone of us should sleep early! school bus or school service are always in a hurry! (like mine.. haha! they pick me up at 4:30 in the morning) hehe.. wawa aku! so.. what are we waiting for? just enjoy,! dont waste time.. just feel free.. because when school days are in,.our parents are the one who's right again! haha.. we need to follow everything they've said.. because.. as they've said.. (a thousand times.. oh no! zillion times n pla) "its for our future" haha..future kuno! haha.. but i believe them! just wanna make fun about it.. hehe,!

well.. i think.. im already creating noise here,! hehe.. :)
my mom act like she want's me to leave the room,! but remember.. she's sleeping! haha.. weird ryt? eniweiz.. i think that my virtues( virtues dw? anu b dapat? haha) are ryt! haha :)
i cause so much lights here.. hehe! and i create noise too.. by ty[ing on the keyboard,! i might let them awake.. oh no! im sure.. they'll hate it! because.. i hate it too! i hate being awaked by someone.. you know! who causes a lot of disturbance,! well.. i think tha it's time.. time to say goodbye! oh no.. not goodbye! but to end up this entry! haha.. but not to sleep! i dunno.. we'll see! goodnight everyone.. eventhough it's morning! haha!

i know something you don't know..!

im stupid,! ive been punished,! im not welcomed,! ive been mistaken,! im influenced,! i feel hated,! im so useless,! im nonsense,! ive been used,! ive been backstab,! im not good,! ive been played,! i dont learn a lesson,! ive been involved,! im such a mess,! im weird,! im so crazy,! im hard headed,! im not treated well,! im so sick,! ive experience pain,! ive experience trials,! ive experience hurts,! im starting to be sensitive,! ive been lectured,! im stubborn,! i always envy,! ive been refused,! im not important,! i feel rejected,! ive never been praised,! im not anybody,! im innocent,! im not smart,! i dont have the brains,! ive been proven guilty,! i dont have the looks,! i dont have the attitude,! i am tired,! im not significant,! im alone,! im not real,! i dont care anymore,! "I AM TRULY A NEGATIVE".. but above all that.. i know something.. something that only a few of you knows.. and im proud of it,! i know what love is.. i really do,!

different kinds of Love---for me,!

Love is a very strong feeling of affection. Love cannot easily be described for it is a mixture of emotions, people can love and be loved in different ways.
Love is the attraction of one person to another person, object or sensation. It is debated whether animals can experience love. Love is created by chemical reactions in the brain. Eating chocolate releases the same chemicals in the brain giving one the feeling of love.
Love is a relative sensation; different people can feel or experience love in different ways. As a result it is something that is difficult to define.
A common belief is that there is a difference between being "in" love and loving someone. Being in-love is something which many people believe is obsessive; people think about the person or thing they are in love with constantly, the person or animal (if that is possible) is consumed by the one he/she is "in love" with. There are many forms of love: self-love, divine love, love for another person (family member, friend, lover), just to name a few. In fact, love does not even have to involve people; for example, love can exist in regard to an object or ideology. Psychology divides love into three basic catergories: brotherly love, romantic love, and physical love. Theoretically, having all three makes true love. Often times love can be confused for another feeling; what was thought to be love may not have even been love, but another feeling. However, as was said earlier, it is hard to tell if the feeling of love was ever present since it is hard to define in the first place. There are other instances when love can be corrupted; love was once present, but another feeling, such as jealousy or anger, has taken over and overshadowed the feeling of love.
The basis for all love is respect, esteem, and admiration. Respect must be present in order for love to germinate and grow. One cannot love someone or something one disrespects, hates, or loathes.
Everyone thinks of love in many different ways. Some people believe in love at first sight, while others believe in a love that takes time to grow and become great. It has the power to drive one to greater deeds, sometimes crazy actions. It is considered the best and highest of all emotions, possibly even the ultimate purpose in life.
Many feel love is the feeling of being addicted to someone, or something in the sense that you feel you couldnt live without them/it. The feeling of knowing that that certain person/thing is indespensable to you.
Love can be well described as chemical chaos, although romantic love is seen to fit this decription the best. Brotherly love, the love for family and people close to one is an innate feeling.
Some people confuse love with infactuation, which can also be strong feeling of affection. you could say this is not true love but sometimes known as 'puppy love'. this usually occurs in young age especially with teenagers.

what is this thing called love,?

LOVE, so they say, will never be out of fashion. Red roses, tender songs, pink missives, romantic day drams, pedestalled Aphrodites and Adonises, young and old thoughts of companionship, love-aches or heartaches -- all these manifest that nobody is incapable of loving as of being loved.

Hollywood movies with love in their titles abounds: "Love Story," "Love in the Afternoon," "Love Letters," "When a Man Loves a Woman," "Women in Love," and "Love is a Many Splendored Thing." So, what is thing called love?

perfect combination,.

-music-PERFECT COMBINATION-

Two hearts together we're a harmony so right
Two sparks united we're a fire burning bright
Feel the truth , always brand new
like common trust, we had a hunch
And we have everything
Chorus:
Perfect combination
Love plus you and me
Perfect combination
We couldn't ask for any better
Perfect combination
We fit to a tee
A perfect combination
We're all it takes to last forever
Together
So deep inside we share a feeling that's so rare
So sweet, just knowing that we are a special pair
For all times
We're two of a kind
and heaven knows
this love will grow
Stronger everyday
Repeat chorus x1
We can conquer any mountain
Just as long as we're together
Cause as one we are an endless fountain
Overflowing with love
Perfect love

e-n-e-m-y (part 2)

continuation of my previous post.
read my previous post first, before this.

Theory

The concept of the enemy is well covered in the field of peace studies, which is available as a major at many major universities (including a somewhat well-known program of study at American University in Washington, D.C.).
In Peace studies, enemies are those entities who are perceived as frustrating or preventing achievement of a goal. The enemy may not even know they are being regarded as such, since the concept is one-sided.
Thus, in order to achieve peace, one must eliminate the enemy. This can be achieved by either by:
changing one's perception of an entity as enemy, or
by achieving the goal the enemy is frustrating.
Personal conflicts are frequently either unexamined (one's goals are not well defined) or examined only from one point of view. This means it is often possible to resolve conflict (to 'eliminate' the enemy) by redefining goals such that the frustration (not the person) is either eliminated, obvious, negotiated away, or decided upon.

Quotes:

The enemy of my enemy is my friend. -Arab proverb

e-n-e-m-y

do you know what enemy means,?

an enemy or foe is a relativist term for an entity that is seen as forcefully adverse or threating. The term is used within the greater contex of war, to denote an opposing group and individuals within as threats to one"s own national, ethic, political group. To individuals within the threatened group, the "enemy" concept is an amorphous personification of both a threat to oneself. The term "enemy" serves the social function of designating a particular entity as a threat.

An "enemy" may also be conceptual; used to describe impersonal phenomena such disease, anda host of other things. Throughout religious theology, "the enemy" is typically reserved to represent the human tendency to do evil, often personified as a malicious deity, such as the devil or demon.

TERMS

"enemy" is a strong word, evoking associations of hate, violence, battle and war. The opposite of an enemy is a friend or ally. The state of being or having an enemy is enmity. Because the term "the enemy" is a bit bellicose and malitaristic to use in polite society, informal substitutes are more often than used. Often the substituted terms become pejoratives in the contex that they are used. In any case, the designation of an "enemy" exists solely to denote the status of a particular group of people as a threat, and to propagate this designation within the local contex. Substituted terms for an enemy often go further to meaningfully identity a known group as an enemy, and to pejoratively frame that identification.

i LOVE him,.

whoah,.just read mikee's bLog(mikee of pbb),! he's so smart,! very intelligent,! hehe,.you better read his blog too,! very interesting,.unlike mine,! haha,. ^_^

i love everything he post,.but,.my fave is the "prove pare! prove!"
i really agree to that post,! it's so true,.really is,!

hehe,.so,.what are you waiting foe,.read his profile now,! im sure you'll enjoy,! hehe,!